But I don't think I can go on anymore.
Nothing works anymore... nothing is worth living for anymore.
I know that it's not relevant to anything,
But no one cares.
At least this one SOMEONE will know I'm over.
Not even G-d helps anymore.
I tried so hard to hold onto it, but it just doesn't happen anymore.
In too much pain... (mostly physical).
I'm fukn 22 and can barely walk anymore.
And if there's a Hell, I hope I'm there.
I hope I burn and roast and rot.
It's all that I deserve.